Monday, July 15, 2013

7/15/2013 a Change ...

Well today I'm sitting with about 60 extra pounds, I would Like to loose it. I think about things like if I ever met my celebrity crush Richard Armitage would I want to be seen like this.... I wouldn't . I know it sounds stupid to want to loose weight just in case I meet someone I probably won't . I know I should do it for me yes I want to do it for me but I need a little inspiration. It's hard to juggle being a single parent with three kids who all need attention. One who needs it cause he has Aspergers (autism spectrum) , my youngest plus the only girl, and my oldest who does the best at being the man of the house, who shoulders burdens he shouldn't at 16 and who sometimes is shoved out of the spotlight because of the other two. Also I work and am going back to school for my bachelors. Sometimes there doesn't seem enough hours during the day. I have decided to do my best to loose the weight though before my 40th birthday (CRINGE) August 22 2014. It seems like a long ways away now and I wonder if I can do it but I'm going to give it my best shot. Today I ate well & I decided to cut back on meat, I'm not a vegetarian just cutting back. I walked 3 miles and did yoga which it felt good to get out there exercise and stretch. I just have to keep practicing to get better. It's 1 am now so I better get some rest. Have a nice night! 
Love you much
Autumn Twilight

2 comments:

  1. You're doing a great job with the kids, and 40 is nothing to worry about. The world will not end. You will not wake up with your nipples reaching your knees. (And even if you do, there are people out there who like that sort of thing.) With a little age, luck becomes grace, youth becomes spryness, and most of life's theoretical complications get a lot simpler. The trick is to try and feel good and live each day so that you can rest well that night. Trust me. You're sittin' pretty. :)

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