Road Trip

So this morning I got up at 4 am to get ready to start my road trip to the Corner of Ohio and back. We were meting her meeting her mother-n-laws sister. We started on our way and headed down to I-80 what a Beautiful drive. It was nice to see the sun rise over the corn as we went. The more south we want though the corn kept getting shorter, maybe it is special corn for Hobbits and Dwarves. wish I would have got a picture of it. 

After a little nap by yours truly I woke up to the radio saying "please go to keepyourhome.org" that makes me feel good, NOT! THEN they tell us how a women plummeted to her death from a roller coaster in Arlington Texas, oh and p.s. her kids were on the roller coaster with her. What has society come to that all they have is bad news. Every once in awhile you here about a here someone doing so something extraordinary but that is so rare anymore. I think if more positive things were reported people's attitudes would change and our economy and life for everyone would get better. Do I think we should shelter us from the bad No , will there still be bad stuff yes. I believe in positive thinking. If you think positively , positive things will happen. Have you ever seen the music man? When asked how he is going to teach the boys band ,he says the "Think Method" that's how I'm gunna teach them. Well I believe that there is some truth to that. 

So that was about 10 am and I put the iPad away to help give directions and start our VLOG so Please check out Today's adventures at http://www.youtube.com/bfb1974 . We discuss our favorite things, Aliens, Sci-fi, find out who Kendra's favorite actors are and if nothing else just watch us be Silly and lots of laughs. Also of you get a chance you can follow me on twitter to see photos from today. 

Now I'm gunna snuggle down get comfy and watch MaMa Mia ,relax and take it easy. Please feel free to comment and keep following. ;) 

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Well I'm feeling good tonight did my yoga and ran 3 miles in 45 min, yeah me! I just hope I don't pay to much for it tomorrow. I haven't lost anything yet but it's only been a few days and its more important I feel good and healthy than anything though the thought at saying I've lost 15 pounds and under 200 is quit exciting but I'm not there yet. It's nice to have things to be excited about it helps keep people motivated. It helps to have friends that help motivate you too and give you hope ;). Also family who are supportive, I am very blessed to have three kids who support me in trying to loose weight they are my best motivators.

Another motivator is that I would like to get into a TARDIS dress. I've seen some of them online and for my birthday I want to dress as the TARDIS. I would like a comic-con birthday party(cause I don't think I'll make it to comic-con) how fu would it be to,have all your closest friends there with you all dressed as there favorite characters. I wish I could remember how's CJ puts it cause she said it the best but a party where everyone ca. Let there geeky nerd side out.

I wish I had something more deep or exciting to say but at the moment I'm just at peace with the world around me. I've cleared my head for the night , opened my heart and just meditating on being one with the world. Trying to feel it move , absorbing the energies from nature that surround my home. it's lovely feeling just "To be" . 

May you all have sweet dreams. 

Much love

Autumn Twilight

7/15/2013 a Change ...

Well today I'm sitting with about 60 extra pounds, I would Like to loose it. I think about things like if I ever met my celebrity crush Richard Armitage would I want to be seen like this.... I wouldn't . I know it sounds stupid to want to loose weight just in case I meet someone I probably won't . I know I should do it for me yes I want to do it for me but I need a little inspiration. It's hard to juggle being a single parent with three kids who all need attention. One who needs it cause he has Aspergers (autism spectrum) , my youngest plus the only girl, and my oldest who does the best at being the man of the house, who shoulders burdens he shouldn't at 16 and who sometimes is shoved out of the spotlight because of the other two. Also I work and am going back to school for my bachelors. Sometimes there doesn't seem enough hours during the day. I have decided to do my best to loose the weight though before my 40th birthday (CRINGE) August 22 2014. It seems like a long ways away now and I wonder if I can do it but I'm going to give it my best shot. Today I ate well & I decided to cut back on meat, I'm not a vegetarian just cutting back. I walked 3 miles and did yoga which it felt good to get out there exercise and stretch. I just have to keep practicing to get better. It's 1 am now so I better get some rest. Have a nice night! 

Love you much

Autumn Twilight