2am Rambaling

I am awake it’s 2 a.m …maybe it’s the vitamins
Cats aren’t Opossums …just saying
Delilah torments me with love songs and talks of weddings
The hopeless romantic in me is addicted
Reuniting with old friends… what took so long
The sleepwalking son gets a drink… he is in bed again
Rory little Rory nestles down closer…. All curled up
Music, I hear the beat, the melody…. It wraps around me
They tell me I can find Happiness from a store… It’s a lie
Where is the music…. Need Less Commercials
Ham Radio… It works when other communications don’t
I’m still waiting for my music…. Waiting, waiting, waiting
I wish I was smarter, If I tried I could be smarter…. Ignorance can be bliss
 

Love

Love is a funny thing, it can drive us totally mad if we let it. When we love someone you know at some point in our life time that we will be hurt , disappointed or absolutely heart broken by something else someone else does. The worse part is we have no control over it cause we have no control over how they feel, or react. As much as we would like to we can't prevent love from happening either. There are no big towers or caves to hide in and we can't run away from it no matter how far we go. It will always catch up to us.

We can't chase it down either. I'm a huge fan of unrequited love. Maybe huge fan isn't the right wording for it but its happened through most of my life where I have had feelings for someone and they haven't returned them.  Where you pray every day to God that they will wake up and change there mind, that eventually you start doubting in God. Where some days it tears your heart out and you don't want to get out of bed, eat, or do nothing at all. It wouldn't matter what anyone said or did it won't help the only person who could ever fix it would be the person you care for and we all know that usually isn't going to happen is it?


Love can be a noun, a verb or an adjective. It is something we can't see but everyone knows it exists. Sometimes it is what gets a through our day besides a cup of coffee. And we all know in reality that gravity and a bunch of other science jumbo makes the world actually turn around Love is what keeps humanity going and growing. It can be a wonderful thing , no it is a wonderful thing and though the journey might be long and hard it is so worth taking.

Hello

Welcome to a blog post about absolutely nothing en-particular. I mean so many things I want to write about I am not brave to because more than likely than not it will hurt someone's feelings. Especially my family and maybe a few friends who I love dearly but frustrate me to no end. I am sure if you would ask them they would feel the same way I drive them absolutely nuts but they love me anyway.